Hello, my name is Travis. I am a grateful believer is Jesus Christ.
I am serving on the MRCC CR TEAM as an “M” . The “M” stands for Ministry Leader. My main role is Friday night - making sure everything is set up and goes smoothly. I assist in finding testimonies, song leaders, order of large group and newcomers. I also am in charge of our Monthly TEAM meetings and the overall safety of the CR program at Memorial Road . I would have never imagined myself a ministry leader much less a church leader. I always thought that title or position was for the holy of holies. Not a sinner like me. I am so happy to be giving back to CR in this way because of what God has done in my life.
The recovery principle that I am going to talk about is principle 2, which says: Principle 2 E - Earnestly believe that God exists, that I matter to Him, and that he has the power to help me recover. What that means in my life is this: I did not grow up in a home where church was a main priority. I have always believed that God existed and I prayed to God and asked him to keep me safe, give me a good car, and let me do well in sports. However, I did not have a true relationship with God.
My prayer life was the ultimate give me, give me, give me, want, want, want. I thought that if I asked God for something, He would surely give that to me. However, that was not the case at all times in my life. I really never thought God could use me in any way. I thought that I was just going to go to church, (punch my time card) and go home. I especially didn’t think God could help me with my addictions. I thought I had to do that all by myself. I thought I had to pull myself up by my own bootstraps and quit gambling and dipping on my own.
However, when I first came to Celebrate Recovery I found out very quickly that God needs to be number one in my life. My prayers went from give me this and give me that to - Thank you God for allowing me to talk to you anytime and anywhere. I relied on God so much during my first two years of recovery. I started to understand that His power can help me recover. The main way I found this out was through His servants at CR. Through the all testimonies that were given at CR I could actually see God working in other people’s lives.
I am so happy to have a relationship with God and to know down in my heart that I matter to Him.
Grateful Believer,
Travis
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