Hello my name is Travis, I am a grateful believer in Jesus, and I struggle with gambling and control. Have you ever trained for anything? Maybe it is training for a long run, dieting, or just training your body how to move in a better way because of injury. During that training, I am sure you did not wake up one day and say to yourself, “I am going to lose 20 pounds today” – because we all know that is not possible. But, maybe you have thought that and let me be the first to tell you - that will not happen.
I have been training for a half marathon and it takes a lot of time, dedication, and mental toughness to do that. Sure, do I want to sleep in some mornings when I know I should be up running, working out, or just being active to build that endurance? The answer to that is yes; however, I know that I have to get up because on race day I will not be in shape to complete the race. My body will not have the endurance to reach the finish line if I do not train.
I need to think of Celebrate Recovery in that same context. What are the goals I am trying to achieve in my recovery journey? Is it to wake up one day and say “ I am going to be free of all my hurts, habits, and hang-ups?” NO! Again, that is impossible. I have to train my mind, body, and spirit to look to God to heal me. I have to rely on others to help me through the journey.
So the real question here is, “When will I know that race day is here for Celebrate Recovery?”. Is the race ever over? That is a question I have been asked so many times. “Travis you have been coming to Celebrate Recovery for almost 6 years - when are you going to be done?” Well, I have to answer that with, “Never!” Every day I still must get up and choose to commit my life and will to God. It would be very easy to sleep in or do what I wanted that day; however, I know that would not be the best training I could do in my walk with the Almighty Father.
Grateful Believer,
Travis